Misty Eyed

Have you ever been so unhappy that people could see it? Now, generally I'm happy because my relationship with God is good. But since I've been back from vacation I'm not happy. I'm still happy in general, but I'm not happy in any other way. I find myself generally dissatisfied. Mostly I'm not happy at work...and some of my co-workers are noticing. One keeps asking if I'm alright, which I am...I'm just not happy here. Honestly I've been pretty miserable since I got back. I don't feel like there's anything to keep me here...which is weird to me because I never thought I'd move away from Toronto.

Don't get me wrong, there are still things that I enjoy. There are people that I love to spend time with...but that happens so rarely that it doesn't give me enough reason to stay. The fact that I still have two years of school left seems really hard to me right now. I'd appreciate if you'd be praying for God to give me something that helps me feel connected to Toronto, even if it is only temporary, whether it's a new job, church or stronger friendships. Please pray specifically for those things as the Lord brings it to mind.

Happy in Christ.